i hate loneliness.. yet i hate being in crowded places.

if ever a day were to come where i have NO FRIENDS to turn to when i feel lonely i might very well overdose on sleeping pills and die.

but what if… i end up in limbo as punishment for suicide. i’d b lonely for eternity!!!!!

sigh i think too much. imagine too much too.

super super super have the hawts for him even after so long. i am such a freak.

and guess what’s the freakiest bit?
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i think he feels the same way too just that he’s afraid to show it cos of the way things r now! long story lah but freaky isn’t it!