i wonder what possessed me to forget what i wrote in my previous post and commit the cardinal sin of IMAGINING THINGS and SAYING STUPID THINGS. gosh somebody should just shoot me before i shoot myself.
but if i could turn back time, would i?
honestly – i wouldn’t.
i don’t regret what i did, i mean its my style its me… just too bad that all men r weirdos who just love question marks in their relationships whilst i do not. it either is or is not. there is no maybe. if its a maybe to you, then its really a big fat no.
if there was any regret, it was the timing. i should have waited. but would the outcome have been any different? u knew he was a narcissistic fool yet you chose to fall for him. u also knew he’s sexuality was a question mark yet u chose to fall for him. u had all this knowledge which u didn’t employ in your decision making and look what happened…
yet, was love meant to be a game of logic? the books always make it seem irrational n all about the FEEL. rahhh i should stop reading trash. n stop having an itchy backside to always find out the truth. sometimes its better to not know…
